Exploring Self
  The shift is not a thing. It is the action of increasing your self-awareness.

LucidDream69 posts:

Whatever, never thought about this guy too much. But definitely love his style. Tried to live in a similar direction, but never reached the final fuckes-up-ness shwon in the movie. Did`t read the book.

But used to have a drug collection, too. And used to say: a real trip begins when at least five different substances from different substance classes are incorporated in a planned and synergistic fashion. Looks like a not too different energy, maybe

It used to be a gym before i took over. Now i made it into a funhouse. People freaking out and opening up. Exercise effectivity is less of a factor for many customers than just to have a nice time. If you want to shift, come to my gym. If you want to change your body (or your acoustics ), do it in the way you like. Even if its chewing on bacon for five hours in a row. Everyone needs methods, man

Michael

patternwalker posts:

LudicDream69 wrote:

But used to have a drug collection, too. And used to say: a real trip begins when at least five different substances from different substance classes are incorporated in a planned and synergistic fashion. Looks like a not too different energy, maybe Michael

That sounds a lot like my philosophy in my twenties.

LucidDream69 posts:

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That sounds a lot like my philosophy in my twenties. jumping escape thumb

It was mine in my twenties, too

I finally lead, a my personal method of choice this time, to an addiction…ehh, I mean, joking, to a philosophy of no longer philosophizing, even with the possiblities of doing this very "good"

Michael

number9 posts:

Hey Hello How you LD69? Well I guess I'm doing fine….N9

LucidDream69 posts:

9? 69?

Only lucid numbers. Nice to meet you, brother-in-one-number

Michael

sari posts:

hi michael! do i get it right, you're in germany? where?

do you remind me of Brat Pitt in "burn after reading"??

Bill Marshall posts:

LucidDream69 wrote:

9? 69? Only lucid numbers. Nice to meet you, brother-in-one-number Michael

So N9 is your half brother?

Gunslinger posts:

Looking for a conclusion implies there was a preceding logical process or a story. In this case there was none of that. Just a similarity in energy that I notice.

LucidDream69 posts:

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hi michael! do i get it right, you're in germany? where? do you remind me of Brat Pitt in "burn after reading"??

Mülheim an der Ruhr. No, i watched the film. And i am not…i would say, perfect example of a fitness mangaer/instructor/whatever. To much weird shit going on in my life

Who knows? And if we are all one, who is not?

Yea. Answered the question myself after posting it in the same way. I always lived the extremes. Drug use for the last ten years, sometimes more, sometimess less, but constantly, included. So i resonate with your impression


Michael

number9 posts:

Elias on Extremes:

Some choose to be manifesting extreme situations for their attention; for they shall not address to their belief systems until they have manifest extremely, for the belief systems are extreme. Therefore, they feel they must match the belief system within intensity within extreme events, and this shall attain their attention. This is not always the situation, for there are many reasons why individuals choose behavior that you deem unacceptable.

As to yourself, you present yourself here. Therefore, you offer yourself the opportunity to be viewing these belief systems, to be acknowledging of these belief systems, and to be learning of self and the acceptability of self. Regardless, as I have stated, of established, viewed religious belief systems, there is an underlying subculture within all cultures of religious belief systems, and your scientific belief systems are also reinforcing of many of these; all of which point the individual in the direction of viewing self as untrustworthy and flawed. You are not flawed! All that you manifest within yourself is exquisite creativity and quite aesthetic expression. You only believe that elements of your expression are unacceptable, for many reasons. They are distracting. They are diverting. They are time-consuming. They are "in the way." And have I not expressed to you all, fun is ultimately important? If it is not fun, disengage! For it is unnecessary for you to be driving within self, and not appreciating of self and enjoying self within your existence.

Many individuals within your metaphysical belief systems express that this manifestation upon this planet, which they term your earth plane, is a learning experience; a practice. You are enrolled in your "earth plane school." I have expressed already to you that this is incorrect; although do not look to redemption within other areas of consciousness, for they are the same … although they are different. They are different countries, but you remain you. You may choose to locate yourself within this area presently, and you may futurely choose to move your location of existence upon your planet to another country; to which you shall adjust and learn a new language and adapt to a new culture and a new lifestyle, but you shall continue to be you. In this same manner, as you move into other areas of consciousness, you move to another country within consciousness. You may learn new ways of existence and new language, but you continue to be you. Therefore, this existence is equal in importance. It is no less. It is no lower.

It is important that you identify those elements which create conflict, which are belief systems, and address to these; for they shall not retreat, for you have chosen to be addressing to these. If you had not chosen, you would not be here and I would not be speaking with you. Therefore, your choice continues; and in this you continue to objectively provide yourself with events and feelings and circumstances that draw your attention to address these belief systems and be eliminating of your conflict. There is no element of your physical human form and function that is unacceptable. It is a wondrous creation! There is no reason for lack of indulgence of self.

sylvii posts:

I like what he said here:

"If it is not fun, disengage! For it is unnecessary for you to be driving within self, and not appreciating of self and enjoying self within your existence."

Marina posts:

sylvii wrote:

I like what he said here: "If it is not fun, disengage! For it is unnecessary for you to be driving within self, and not appreciating of self and enjoying self within your existence."

Sounds like the perfect engraving on my tombstone

patternwalker posts:

My soul brother sings. < giggles >

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoHs8i6nznU

beth posts:

Bill Marshall wrote:

patternwalker wrote: Bill. I'd like to look like this please. Can you help? Sure I can help. Eat a lot of twinkies and wash them down with coke.

Hello LucidDream69

LucidDream69 posts:

Hi Beth

Nice view. I would rather say, in MY worldview:

Eat a lot of Pizza before going to sleep and add some coca cola, too.

People talk about dieting, or THIS is not possible, THAT is not possible…I attached one of my favorite pictures showing myself. Not to make a show, but just appreciation the fact…that this body was build with ten years of fast food, drugs and alcohol. Right now, i eat what i want after having adjusted my belief system concerning food and exercising…i love it to eat what i want and working out maybe two or three times week and doing what i want…some people told me it`s all genetics, but…i don`t agree any longer

Michael