Exploring Self
  The shift is not a thing. It is the action of increasing your self-awareness.

steve.katz posts:

i came back because I heard me say in my dream "come back".
and I 've been observing what I do and do not and accepting.

steve

iona posts:

WB, Ornah!

Kimi Kaio posts:

Greetings! Welcome to BlueFuzz, er BlueFluffy, err Blues, Blue.

patternwalker posts:

I've heard strange rumors of your continued existence.

Bill Marshall posts:

steve.katz wrote:

i came back because I heard me say in my dream "come back". and I 've been observing what I do and do not and accepting. steve

Weclome back. Here's a little ditty you might recall
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hn-enjcgV1o

Bill

steve.katz posts:

Consciousness has given me another challenge, rheumatism and athritis.

I thought my gums/teeth problem was enough; but now there's more.

And more pills.

That's what my aligning Zuli gets.

steve

Kimi Kaio posts:

steve.katz wrote:

Consciousness has given me another challenge, rheumatism and athritis. I thought my gums/teeth problem was enough; but now there's more. And more pills. That's what my aligning Zuli gets. steve

Zuli does that? I thought Tumolds liked to create stuff to heal?

steve.katz posts:

Kimi Kaio wrote:

steve.katz wrote: Consciousness has given me another challenge, rheumatism and athritis. I thought my gums/teeth problem was enough; but now there's more. And more pills. That's what my aligning Zuli gets. steve Zuli does that? I thought Tumolds liked to create stuff to heal?

Who said anything about healing?

this is about exploring all the consequences .. that is, the exploring of the feeling of pains, the exploring of being in the doctor's office and geting probed, the exploring the experience of blood tests, X-rays, ultrasounds, .. whether there is rightness or wrongness in the joints, bones, muscles or tendons.

steve

patternwalker posts:

Oh goody! We have a few probes we'd like to experiment with.

Markus posts:

steve.katz wrote:

Who said anything about healing? this is about exploring all the consequences .. that is, the exploring of the feeling of pains, the exploring of being in the doctor's office and geting probed, the exploring the experience of blood tests, X-rays, ultrasounds, .. whether there is rightness or wrongness in the joints, bones, muscles or tendons.

The way I understand Zuli (my GF is Zuli aligned) is that Zulis tend to project the imagery through the body. Another family might create an abstract imagery of getting stuck by not getting a job promotion, while a Zuli will break his/her leg.


Markus

steve.katz posts:

Markus wrote:

steve.katz wrote: Who said anything about healing? this is about exploring all the consequences .. that is, the exploring of the feeling of pains, the exploring of being in the doctor's office and geting probed, the exploring the experience of blood tests, X-rays, ultrasounds, .. whether there is rightness or wrongness in the joints, bones, muscles or tendons. The way I understand Zuli (my GF is Zuli aligned) is that Zulis tend to project the imagery through the body. Another family might create an abstract imagery of getting stuck by not getting a job promotion, while a Zuli will break his/her leg. Markus

that's interesting because when I was at the x-ray place, the x-ray machine (zuli expression) glitched and had to be reset twice. and when I had the bloodtest the pathologist made a mistake about whther I should've fasted first or not, and told to do so anyway, then the next day I came in, not having had breakfast, there was a new different pathologist on and he said that I didn't have to fast, so I did it for nothing. but still had a bloodtest.

steve

steve.katz posts:

so I am showing my sumari through zuli.

e.g. I see this pattern of delay before the transaction. e.g. I go into a shop to buy someting and the phone rings and the shopkeeper has to answer it before he performs my transaction. I go to the x-ray office and the machine errors before I get an x-ray done. I go for the bloodtest and there seems to be a delay or recheck before Iget that done.

there this block then go pattern in my energy.

steve

steve.katz posts:

Well, the results are in.
I have no major problems in bone, tendon, muscle or joints.
doc said no arthritis and rheumatic factor is low.
Just some inflammation enzyme is at just below borderline level in which taking anti-inflammatory tablets for a few months is sufficient.

AOK
steve

Gunslinger posts:

Heya Steve *waves* Nice to meet you. Glad the tests went well.

steve.katz posts:

my intent is to show that spirituality is in harmony with physicality.
so I have aha!'d that since I have inflammation in my body (physical expression) then my spiritual expression (essence) is also inflamatory.

Sumari essence is changeable like fire.

having explained that to myself I have inflammatory expressions.. like I love heavy metal rock music. I like fiery jazz fusion. my essence color is a coral which is an bright orange shade. I like jets, and racing cars (roaring power machines). I talk too fast. my mind races. I have a quick black wit.

I like Darth Maul and Darth Vader and their fiery eyes. Or maybe that's my Ornah's other focuses connection to Miyamoto Musashi (the Japanese Swordsman) I read his biography as being a very angry person. He took up Zen. later.

steve